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Im still not sleeping much, my dreams are still the reason of that, they have become very vivid and dareing, some are so real i fear that i wont wake from them, ive been dealing with alot of death in my life in the past few months, and it really doesnt help out much. ive seem to have lost a few friends along the way, none the most that it matters anyway. they come and they go, thats apart of life.. im just running out of go to friends..

well its been 3 years sents my grandmothers passing, her birthday was the 30th of Nov, i still miss her so. it still hurts so much that shes gone. the Holidays have become dead, thanksgiving and now even Christmas has become just another day, i feel i need to do somthing to keep the blood of my grandmother alive in our veins.. we are not a family anymore..